I REALLY FEEL LIKE GIVING UP.
Really.
My results are REALLY sucky.
Compared to my MYE, [which is not very good already.] EOY is even worse.
)':
All my results sucks, like seriously.
Sigh.
I felt like i've let down so many ppl who had hopes on me.
Ms Chua told us not to get dejected.
But who won't?

Lets not talking abt the marks la..
But, bear with my ranting for a moment yepp?
Physics
I used to do well in Phy, when Mr Tan was still our teacher. I can cope with the topics taught in the first half of the year, but when Phy results came out, i lost marks mainly from the topics of the first half of the year. ): Also, i realised that i had like so many marks lost because of careless mistakes like, wrong rounding off and wrong units. What the hell. Summore, i scored really badly for Section B in P2. I chose the wrong qns. If i had chosen the other one, i could've gotta more marks, and if i didn't read wrongly, i would've gotten marks also. ): However, the only consolation i could tell myself is that, i was really sick on that day. Had serious flu. Everyone who saw me could've sensed that. But well.. Its not a reason to fail anyhow.
*Class's overall performance Above average. Mine, below average.
Chem
Chem is a complete disaster. I was kinda shocked when i got the results cause i really did studied. I had even asked Wee for help. Turn out to be an utter disappointment.
*Class's overall performance average. Mine, way below average.
Mathematics
): ): ): ): After my Phy paper on tues, i slept the whole day once i reached home. Cause of the freaking flu. Causing me to have no time for Maths P1. ): i did really badly for p1. LIKE REALLY BADLY. i swear. Adding on, P2 for maths was REALLY difficult. More difficult than p1. The setter was shocked at the results herself. Sigh. But than, i did better for my p2 than my p1. Still failed thou. [fyi, we took p2 the week before first.] So, my overall was REALLY REALLY BAD. I used to like Maths alot. Really. But my maths grades are slipping alot. ): For my whole year, i didn't fail Maths at all. Then suddenly, results for my EOY is like SO low. Tell me. How can i not be sad.
*Class's overall performance below average. Mine, way below average.
Social Studies Cum Geography
Lets talk about Social Studies first. Hmm.. I was quite confident of SS before that caused i scored well in the previous test. However, i scored a zero for two of my source based questions.. Just because i forgot to state my stand. ): thats it. i flunked it. And i didn't know how the hell did they cauculate my score for geog cause i didn't turn up. I ended up getting 16/50 for geog. ): there. my Humans. Its over for me.
*Class's overall performance below average. Mine, way below average.
History
Simply U-N-H-A-P-P-Y. Damn the marker. I failed by 1 mark. I'm so freaking pissed. So many, SO MANY ppl didn't really studied and got higher than me. Me? i studied like so freaking much and i FAILED. Summore, I***n's essay. WA. the wrote like five to six lines of the foolscap and got six mark. And me? I wrote like OVER ONE FULL PAGE and i also got six marks. [fyi, his handwriting is much bigger than mine.] _l_. I really studied. ):
*Class's overall performance average. Mine, below average.
Art
The highest subject results for my EOY. However, i expected more. Cause i really spent ALOT of time on it. Mayb not ALOT la. but its more than how much i spent on the others. [fyi, its a B3. =/ i know i suck. you don have to say.]
*Class's overall performance average. Mine, average.
English
It was fairly alright. it was a borderline pass. Merely lowered down the amount of anxiety i have of being retained.
*Class's overall performance average. Mine, average.
Chinese
Nothing to say.
*Class's overall performance average. Mine, average.

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Haze Yesterday was really bad.
Juniors had their training cancelled cause the PSI was above 100.
Today, the haze is still around.
In the morning is was 59. [I checked the tv. xD]
By afternoon, it had reached above 100.
So, today's training was Also cancelled.
Will be having off from school tml, cause of some day.
Admin day i think. i dunno la.
Friday will also be another day off.
Promotion day.
Whereby the teachers sit together and discuss who will be promoted.
However, there will be training on Friday.
Afternoon summore. =/
Anyway..
MAY have to stop all these blogging alr.
Something cropped up in netball, an issue was sent that no more blogging is to go on.
xD See how first la.

Bye.
I wanna go, throw myself on the bed and cry.
[mourn for my irritating results]

Gdnight.